kiasan kak senah

lama dah i tak berpeluang nak menjemput kak senah untuk datang mencarut kepada pembaca-pembaca velog i yang maha sendu yang stail update setahun sekali katanya..hey,,suka hati i lah..blog i,i nak talkinkan ka, nak anak pungutkan ka...uols duk diam-diam sudah..**matilaaa i mampo beri arahan pada peminat i..

kak senah melambai2 pada i dgn senyum yg dibuat2!!

untuk kesekian kalinya kak senah hadir berbekalkan watak kegemaran beliau iaitu aiswarya rai..*ooppss..sambil berlilit sari bagai sedangkan i pun tetap taknak kalah dengan sari  brand kamdar..hey berbaloi ye roslan!!

hey senah...to the lef to lef....matilaaa beyonce**

Thank to kak Oprah for let me be here for a while before i'm fly to amsterdan for my next shooting with catherin zeta jones...**matilaa kak tipah tingtong tak paham

Kak Senah ada penerima panggilan misteri daripada insan yang kak Senah namakan Sebagai adik Zura tentang masalah beliau yang Kak Senah rasakan sebagai masalah Pukimak sangat ye dik..

Namun Kak Senah tak terperanjat because, kak senah disini sememangnya untuk meyelesaikan masalah adik2 yang maha sedih lagi sendu!!

kak senah mana bleh kalah dgn kak eva...!!see sapa lagi melentik tak hengat kalau bukan akak.

Cuba adik ceritakn kepada kak senah,apa sebenarnya yang terjadi kepada adik sambil adik bertindak menghantar query kepada kak senah 10 tahun lepas!!!..tudia hari ni baru kak senah replay...

"Thank kak Senah kerana mendengar masalah adik yang adik rasa kian menjadi2 sekarang ni..Adik ada housemate 2 orang.Yang jadi masalahnya bila semua housemate adik tu kaki pau ye kak.Semua barang adik,semua dorang nak pau..sehinggakan bra adik yang berjenama tesco tu pun dorang nak pau buat lap kaki.!!!

Adik cuba nak beritahu dorang.setiap apa yang adik beli.semua dorang akan rembat sama.choki2 adik..sepuluh adik beli...lapan untuk dorang..Kak senah,adik sedey okies...!!

Semua barang adik yang ada dlam bilik,semua dorang akan ambil tanpa pengetahuan adik..Apa namanya housemate,kalau tak mampu nk hormat sesama h/mate.Kak senah tolong lah adik kak..tolong la..adik rasa adik boleh bunuh diri tau kalau masalah ni tak selesai..."

masalah kau akak pandang sebelah mata!!!..

Oiii Dik Zura!!! Kau dah kenapa sampai nak bunuh diri segala..Banyak ka amalan kau?..sedangkan tetiap malam kau bermaksiat bagai!!..beginilah adik zura..Jangan bersedih kerna siapalah akak senah andai tak mampu nak selesaikan masalah adik itu...**sambil kepak wing dah

lalu pelita dinyalakan tanda kak senah siap sedia untuk memaki...

Beginilah,apa yang adik perlu buat adalah...adik hanya perlu pergi ke kedai hardware,seraya bertanya kepada cina kedai tersebut..."apek,lock dgn mangga ada jual?..."


Dengan ini selesailah masalah adik...!!!

sedey..!!!

It just mean something to me to be closer with you everyday...i just like you..just like..

person

Gambar mesti dramatik..kesan air mata mesti real..huhu..entah ape nak merepek plak kali ni..Ape perasaan bila sometime kita rasa kita dah jadi "person" untuk dia..i mean something like this...

"you know me.if i robe that bank, you are my first guy i must meet.because you are my person"...said

yes it something like that..but at the end, it always not end up well. I pun tak tahu kenapa..kadang-kadang i rasa, macam we already knew better. we were story our background, we change our hobby..is that really a matter for me to be your person??.i tak tahu lah..

i want to be your person..tak kira susah mahupun senang.tapi kadang-kadang i rasa it not worth.once kita rasa kita dah cukup rapat dengan dia..and once dia boleh ignore kehadiran kita just like that.Suatu hari kita menjadi pendengar dia,tempat dia luahkan perasaan, kita pun tahan je lah sebab the true is, i'm your person. to be your person, it's not about to solve your problem,but to hear your problem well. Because kadang-kadang best friend sekalipun, masalah kau,kau jugk yg kena solve, aku takat dengar je boleh la, for you to feel more relief.But when i need you to be my person back.where u going hah?...hang out with another and ignore my call...yes

Penat wei jadi person yang boleh feeling better 400 jam.Nak jaga perasaan orang ni,...oh bukan..but it more to be supportive.tu yang susah.Kita jadi person dia kadang sebab kita rasa sunyi.so the painful of being lonely tu kadang boleh terubat bila kita support dia.So dgn harapan yang sedikit kita harap, one day dia realized yang "yes, he's supported me,i need to be his side now"..

Bukan nak minta lebih.Just a little bit caring and be my side when something happen to me.Bukan dengan ignore my call and massage but at the end you come out with another persons?...*with singular there!!!

sampai hati...

It really sweet when there is someone taking care of you..even jusy asked on how you feel..rather than you hoping for someone that you really into for almost a decade,but never ask neither you good or not.it just a fake relationship when you pretend everything is just well,or else actually is not..

wordless saturday

yes..it start when i started to miss you..

kids

when it come to little kids faces, no matter what kids around neither i know him or not, it turn sensitive in me.How much i love kid, i much i'm passion about their coquettish or behavior..kids never disappointing me at all. When you see at kids impression, the more you like to ask yourself , what exactly in his mine, what exactly he thinking...what matter he want to do.Kids mine really mysterious.

I'm back from lecturer hour and friend of mine stopped by 7E for a while. I'm not in and just kept waiting outside. Then, one guy with his little kid, same age with my buddy at hometown as i remember, step inside the store and maybe he don't realize that his little kid behind his ass and kept calling him , Abang Di..

Back to that guy, when he step inside, the automatic door was closed  immediately after he in and let that little kid stuck outside and he keep calling his uncle "Abang Di..Abang Di..."with kid's dialect..His Abang Di never realized he's outside and he can't in because the door seem impossible to open by his little hand. So he keep push the door until i come to him. I smile and open the door for him. He smile and smile without say anything. He ran over his uncle and Abang Di let he picked air kotak that he like most. He choose chocolate thing rather than juice.So kids!!!..haha

I'd just love that moment when i saw that kid, same old with my nephew, really smart enough, wearing watch but don't know the time, do the same hairstyle with their loved icon..His shoe absolutely in Ben10 theme. What else. I'm pity on them..what else they hope?..they don't have the energy like mature people have. They don't have money to live, they don't have anything. But they just have parents to depend on us. That why everytime i'm back to my hometown, i will check every of my nephews and play with them, ive got 5 so far. the youngest one only 1 years old and the older in standard 3 now. I looked into their eyes and feel, omigod, it seem hard to interpret..so i'm lose with them. No matter what they want, i tried to figure it out. What toys they need, i give it..But please, don't kick them, don't do anything that related to violence. 

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Do you guys realized that sometime, the small issue like, we care for someone, i don't focusing on male or female, it maybe one of them if you feel so, we care for him, we help him as much as we can, we available when he need us, i mean between both of peoples without having any serious relationship.It is not like we like him, otherwise we just care for him over than any of our friend.So it also like, we care for him,then he really not really into us..No, he actually threaten us somehow we done it.

But to be issue for me, in this particular situation, i mean not really serious situation,let say he make a something review, and not mentioned you but he does't missed to mention all of his friend that related to the review..Something like this..

"Today is my really big day,There something that i would like to wish as my compulsory to all of you...***,**,**,***,**"...(he named all of his friends and your name isn't on the list...)

Yeah maybe you think that, you name isn't on the list is quite ok, but for me after i read all those thing, my adrenalin suddenly up until the top.i felt that, who i am beside him...why he not mentioning me.Why..why and why..we keep questioning for the answer...But then after that, we will avoid him for one or two day without tolerate.Offline the chatting bar, keep blinding with his post and so on.it took a moment to healing from something reason that we already not sure..because we think that we actually mad at him, but careful gurl, it maybe mean something...i don't know it..But when you felt in that particular way, you need to accept of all of the consequences.