Thursday, July 19, 2012

please your attention



No word to describe a smile behind the simulated faces. I was confused with the manipulation of the drama before and it happened again with more second season. I know sometime we need to accept the acting of our friend surround.To manage the situation, an easy way for me to face to face if we know close to each other. But sometime when it hurt again after hurt , i just felt i will follow your acting as per good actor as your.Believe me, i'm more than a great actor than you darling..


Yes... i never pretend to have friend to anyone.If my friend say that he don't really comfortable with some of my other friend, it not my problem at all because i'll never or will never break the relation just to satisfied you.With your acting like that which gonna make all the consequences belong to me.I loss the relationship, and i also loss my dignity.So to avoid from me also to be one of the victim of circumstances, i play my role such you play yours. The way is easier...it only 





talk to my hand!!!!





Kiss my butt!!!!

regard : fizo anwar

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

drama boy

oh boy clearly it is not the way that i've begin my practical here..I felt absolutely tired, my arm seem like to be torn off, super duper exhausted, jetlag all over around and to make a relieve with a short period, which is need me to sleep a couple more hour.


My best friend of mine wishing me to begging at my guy...really can i say he's the guy..hahah...pardon me.haha..he just my friend around and glad that he would be here at college as he know that i will arrive shortly in morning...sign cause the check it late 12 noon.So he prepared the key and let me choose my house in first order.So i choose the lower one which is easier and closed to the stairs.


After having a little bit shopping normally at TESCO and MYDIN as per budget destinations for student..hehe..It kinda eyesore to not to buy anything that related to the list item.So it ended with a big carpet since our room cover by cement floored, a plastic of junk food,**ok that true...and so on.


Hence the other student which is actually leave from Shah alam by bus normally will arrive 12 noon.So when they arrive, it some kind of murky for check in process, boys only is about more that  200 and need to span  3 floors. So for me i'm just felt relieved because i already in room.But......


Almost our junior being so spoiled..Hey boy, please don't make any problem with me and friend.My house empty about 7 persons which is consider for who does't have any room yet.So it turned when some of the junior have a talk to me and friend to move to the upper house because they want to come in with complete geng for a house.They don't want to separate at all.So i call my guy for clarification.He said to me if i'm done set the room, it ok to still be there, don't move, but some of his friend have a talk with me for moving cause it more easier to manage if we are separate of part.


After a quick annoying talk with junior that they need to be together so that they really can go to the site and waiting bus together...oh boy you kidding,so junior ok..as my friend quote "only junior will going for walk and eat together"..haha


So i just want to tolerate with them and consider to move.Ok i just yielded with younger brother so that i can avoid my tone up.Without anything else to say, we packed all of our stuff and move.Before that, i already duplicate a key, and it turn to throw away over the window.Who care.




Some of junior give gracious to help us carried our stuff.Ok it just drama and acting after all..don't you ever touch my stuff.let me handle it myself..I don't care at all..we live here without any drama, but we were spoiled by junior with huge of drama.Thank buddy..


So the reason i type this tread that i want to announce how much i hate spoiled junior...




Tuesday, July 17, 2012

im back


OMG...it been a while i'm not updating my blog..currently it is not always in the good mood with the hectic season...walla...examination week around the corner...It past two week i've been at home to do the everybody would love to..yes eat and sleep.Literally, a lot of story i want to share, but it just to scary to search blogger.com...hahah..where to start??fashion?life?dine?hotel?...you tell me..


So now i'm having a little nightmare maybe or not during my practical season..During fasting period,it just make me a little bit paranoid. I'm not kinda person who might say, i don't care to work under hot sunny day..but with me,i really care at all.To avoid of any consequences, i'll has prepared a little bit stuff so that i can manage my skin in a good quality..gituh..**material sangat...


In order to approaching fasting season a couple more day now, clearly i'm really thrilled because it seem like i'm having a roaming again...really??hahaha..it always been excited to back home celebrate hari raya if i'm a little bit far away from family.So there a chance for me to prepare, to feel the mood, to pack the bag, wait for buses and more..


Despite it just Melaka only, for me it still consider far enough..hahah...who care right...So the mood is coming...i will update as much as possible....love from me...fizo anwar...   

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

masjid india vacation..cavation??

lets semua beratur rapat-rapat...ayoo matilahh i lama tak story pada uols gateway2 kan..alkesahnye i pun tak berjalan mana2 lah...tak sempat..sibuk sangat semester ni...sesibuk rosmah mansor,sibuk lagi i!!!...ok sebelum mengundang makian peminat..


ada lah seminggu yang lepas di waktu senggang menyenggang,i dengan F decide la to go somewhere for another trip...ceyy cam byk trip je kau eh..Ok dulu i stroy pasal impiana la,etc etc hotel..and now we gamble sikit keh..kita ke tempat yang a little bit crowded!!!...cer ceta cer teka..ok..salah!!..masjid india uols...


I tak lah too excited pong...bukan ada apa situ..ajak mak2 datang shopink telekung blehlah...Ok kali ni we decide to stay at starpoint KL..Not too high class hotel..affordable lah jugek...i mean not to expensive and not to cheap..it just small and the most problem is about valet parking...it too messy and tiny little parking..and i rasa it maybe last time i wanna be there...


Ok before we were arrived,so masa dekat depan sogo,there a lot of teenage gurl??gurl eh buat demonstrasi pasal suspended PTPTN..what can i say...i pun amik PTPTN jugak untuk teruskan kelangsungan hidup aii...all i can say is..you are stupid!!!.anything in this world not free la derrr...but you decide kan..nak ambil ke tak PTPTN tu..bukan ada orang suruh orang larang pun..so nak melalak buat ape...buang masa..nape kau melalak depan sogo..sogo je mampo??..nape tak g melalak depan pavilion...baru high class!!!


ok i mencarut pun tak guna...cik roslan tak mo dgr pun..dia better bercengkerama dengan kak senah..sapa lah i...there some pics i sempat snap dalam bilik..sebelum katil yang cantik bersih tu bertukar menjadi sarang vampire..




eh apesal gambar tak cantik??ok salahkan blogger punya dashboard yang baru ni k..pening kepala i..dah la upload gamrbar tak lawa...xpe..uols tak kesah kan..uol pun bukan cantik..matilla...exceli dorang ada provide buah-buahan..pisang,oren etc etc...tak sempat nak snap..kawan i dah menggigit dulu..bilik yang kitaorg duduk tu deluxe room..korang nak murah sikit amik yang standard superior..ok maybe last time lah i stay there..no more masjid india area..messy uols!!!


tahun depan kawan i ajak ke bali...!!

Monday, April 23, 2012

life unexpexted

Sometime life is just unexpected..It been a long time ive never see K...and i hope not to see K again...it quite difficult to forgot what K was doing to me back almost 10 years ago..I rase,it just too much for me to see K surround without any feeling...It too much..But cerita lama kadang2 let it be secret.But honestly i can't..K is my feeling,K is my heart,K is my hope(i mean 10 years ago)...and until now,neither i have someone that love me so well,the truth is, love sometime we cannot deny it..How far we avoiding it,i will closer and closer,How we wonder and not to remember about that,it come close and close...But honestly,i can't admit that...I love K so much,i miss all the way K represent.I miss K's smell..I miss everything about K..even my heart sound like how i hate K..


I dan K broke up after K finished high school..No letter,nothing about K i has heard.Mungkin it just my feeling.I yang terasa syok sendiri..I letakkan dia di tempat yang paling istimewa..Ok itu cerita 10 tahun yang lepas..I almost forgot about it..Tetapi recently back to my hometown..singgah satu r&r dekat something place near sungai gantang??..sorry lupa..i tergesa2 menuju lah ke surau nak solat zohor cause it almost 4 at that time...so i just staring at one face that i really know better...Ok K smile at me,and i just..OMG..is that you K?...


I cakap pada dia yang i perlu solat dahulu and i let K waiting outside.So that we can talk after that...After last moment that K had visit me at alor star,ive never espected to c K again..i anggap,there nothing between us anymore...because i don't wanna be cheating with F.. eventhough i knew that F always cheating and lying to me..


After pray,K waiting outside and i just smile without any conversation..i x tahu nak cakap apa..pandang dia je pun i tak berani..how can i see K here..what K doing here?...


K is not like the one that i know before...itu lah yang i cakap,life is just unexpected..K lengkap beruniform PLUS highway dan dia berniaga buah dekat salah satu kiosk kat situ with partner.dengan berpakaian selekeh..orite..that too much for me...!!


dia tak sepatutnye begitu...takkan itu pengakhiran hidup dia..takkan itu penyudah timeline hidup dia..no...dia masih muda...a lot of thing that K need to discover..Not just being there and selling fruit..No actually there nothing with that occupation..but at least,camne nak cakap ye...dia sepatutnye enjoy dia punya hidup as much...bukan dengan to early dah berkahwin and ada anak,and live almost everyday at r&r tersebut..


I just tak tahu nak cakap apa..terkelu sangat..bukan i nak blame jual buah tu such a waste,no...but life dia tak sepatutnye begitu...being in relationship and hanya menunggu waktu tua menghampiri..OMG.dia ada rupa,masih muda dan dia ada something yang boleh buat orang tergila-gilakan dia...why must ended with jual buah dekat r&r...ok mungkin kita tak jangka itulah nasib hidup kita akhirnya...



Dear K,
Please listen to me..I wonder how u made a mistake...don't pretend that you are happy with your life now..no you are not...i mean it..i know you more that you partner know you...i know how you suffer with your situation...u just still young,there a lot of challenging outside that need you to take part..macam2 lagi kehidupan di luar sana yang menanti..tapi you dah pilih jalan yang macam tu..so there nothing you can do..you dah terikat dengan hubungan yang kekal dah halal...i cuma mampu doakan yang you akan baik2 sahaja walaupun you deserve more that that..


No,for me i dah rancang hidup i dengan baik dan i berharap moga,jalan hidup yang i pilih itu akan menjamin masa depan i dan memberi kepuasan kepada i.i dah susun timeline hidup i,dan i harap timeline itu tidak berubah..


There a lot to discover,mungkin ada orang cakap,we can discover with our wife or husband after that...no for me kepuasan hidup itu,when kita dah capai after kita puas dengan apa yang kita lakukan without terikat dengan someone else...


kadang2 i just kesian with some of my friend yang dah kawin..no bukan salah nak kawin tu..tapi takkan la pada usia yang sangat muda..maybe nafsu yang sukar dikawal ke ape ke i don't know lah..but selagi u got a change to enjoy why not...believe me,u can't have that moment when you are married.


Being single,i mean for a moment,it just nice,on that time,u can do anything..(selagi tak melampaui batas)..i tak berapa suka dengan lelaki yang kawin seawal 22-23..it just waste..believe me,you will be regret after that,maybe u takkan tunjuk,but i know that you feel it..i know that you really want to hang out with your close friend anytime anywhere...Some of my friend,not to close lah,kawin seawal 21..so then mungkin a first year of married,tak terasa,but after that barulah dia kenal yang sesetengah perkara membataskan dia...tambah2 lagi bila ada anak sorang dua...how you can manage it...setiap hari i dengar dia mengeluh,pasal family,pasal duit,pasal kerja...yup you deserve to mengeluh2 apa semua tu..dah sapa suruh pilih jalan yang macam tu...people like that sometime such a waste nak nasihat pun...dia akan blame kita balik,dah jodoh,nak buat camne...


Yup kalau cakap dah jodoh,so jadi janganlah mengeluh..jodoh tu cuma subjective..yang mencorakkannye tu engkau..think smart..kalau you fikir at your age at 22,think about your future,think about you education,think about your financial,think about your responsibility,think about your material,property...believe me yang you takkan terasa nak kawin on that time..!!




whatever!!!



Friday, March 16, 2012

it done

sometime we need to let something go... we can't keep something forever same as wife can't keep their husband forever cause of a husband belong to his mother forever..despite,let something go,so that the other thing can fill our heart at one moment.To let go,is just really an easy word.It is painful around,it is illness,it sometime become worst and worst.




So how bad it is,how pain do you feel,you need to try it.lepaskan someone yang you can't love anymore...andai dia kembali kepadamu,maka dia adalah milikmu...

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

kak senah kembali bersiaran

Mrasa konsep pembukaan tirai kita pada malam ni berkonsepkan MARI BERMEKAP MAMPAN!!..bleh cenggituh??konsep sangat kan...ayo..matilahh i...terpaksa angkat tema on call pulak tengah2 malam buta cengginih...kau mampoo nak jemput kak senah datang selesaikan masalah kau tetengah malam ginih???..MAMPOO??..kau agak2 dia tak feeling kekwat??...4kali ganda hokeh i bayar dia...cash!!!


that what we call the power of women!!

matilah dia diva lebih dari i yang dah masuk senarai forbes the most powerful women.i tak mampo nak cakap apa andai kak senah hadirr berbekalkan wajah eastern brazilian...kau berani lawan..i dah cakap,i tak mampo...!!**nanges!!


Hey senah...!!!

"Hello girl,how adorable are you..cantik sangat kau senah...motif kau bawak watak gisele tetengah malam cengginih...kau nak lawan i kan senah..."

**let kita hug dulu kak oprah..kekdahnye i baru balik dari photoshop pakaian dalam dekat hawaii...i quite busy nowday,kau patut sujud syukur kat i sebab i jawab call u cik oprah...sedangkan kakjah call i ajak mengumpat  pun i tak angkat..mrasa jah makan hati!!

awat yang hang tak angkat..sian jah...dia dah la baru mati laki..!!!

 i tak melayan soalan TAK PERLU!!!

i just have only five minutes on here,so lets straight to the point,jangan bazir masa i..please!!

aiyooo hang kekwat dengan i na jah...OK tanpa i buang masa lagi...

Persoalan kita pada kali ini,i hanya nak merungkai permasalah yang timbul dikalangan adek-adek desperate seperti pemanggil kita pada kali ini yang mana mengalami dilemma apabila usaha mereka tidak langsung diiktiraf mahupun dipandang sebelah mata...**ayooo


 **matilaaa gila!!

sedangkan dialah yang berusaha keras berbanding kawan-kawan mereka yang hanya pose2 lulur sajork..tetapi harus dapat nama...

Perlu ke i buat kerja segala???
 
Aiyohhh mrasa soalan masuk dalam kategori TAK PERLU!!

 gotha!!

tapi takpa,kak senah cuba untuk menjawab,kak senah nak mengajak kita semua supaya back to the basic..bagaimana hubungan kita dengan kedua ibu bapa kita..berapa banyak efford yang kita dah salurkan kepada mereka atas usaha mereka membesarkan kita...apa yang kita berikan kepada mereka..adakah kita melayan mereka dengan baik dan adakah kita pernah mengabaikan tanggungjawab kita sebagai seorang anak.Terkadang kita tidak sedar yang kita suatu masa pernah mengguris hati mereka dan terkadang juga kita tidak sedar yang mereka sangat gembira dengan kejayaan yang kita perolehi...**nanges!!

jadi sekarang cuba letakkan peranan adik2 ke atas peranan kedua ibu bapa adik2.bukan peranan mak ayam lah bodo.mengertih???

Ibubapa tidak pernah putus usaha untuk membesarkan kita dengan baik serta menyediakan keperluan kita dengan sempurna tanpa ada cacat cela..dengan bersungguh-sungguh serta tidak putus doa mereka mengharapkan yang terbaik untuk kita...Mereka sanggup bekerja keras demi menyuap kita dengan rezeki yang halal...sedari kecil kita diasuh dan dididik dengan cukup baik dan sempurna tanpa mereka putus asa untuk berusaha...

 dengar ke tak saleha??

Back to the realiti...apa yang kita berikan kepada mereka tanda kita menghargai mereka??...adakah dengan keluar bersosial hingga larut malam**mrasa pakai wig,sanggul sendiri!!

adakah dengan menelefon mereka sekadar meminta duit sedangkan sakit sihat mereka tidak pernah kita bertanya...??

 lantas pose2 nak baling selipar..

jadi sama seperti masalah adek ditalian,letakkan peranan adik di atas peranan ibu bapa adik...yang mana berusaha keras membesarkan adik tanpa mengharapkan sebarang penghargaan dari adik...jika adik mampu memberi kebahagian serta appreciate mereka,mereka akan berbangga,namun jika adik tidak mampu untuk appreciate mereka dengan seadanya,adakah mereka akan menunjukkan muka kesedihan yang amat sangat??..apa yang mereka mampu buat..hanya terseyum...ya itu yang patu adik buat...yee senyum and say peace!!!!

Like i am do right now...clearly it look so naive

mainkan watak dan peranan yang sesuai dengan masa dan keadaan...ambil kak senah sebagai contoh...sentiasa pelbagaikan watak...hari ini kak senah mampo bawak watak gisele bundchen...kau ingat esok2 kak senah tak mampo nak bawak oprah??..matilahh kembar...ampooonn

 Hey roslan..dengar sinih!!!

serupa jua kita...hidup kita ini berkarma!!!!

hari ini kita terasa mampo menarik key diana ross

 Hey apa julang nama i..i evergreen okies!!

kau ingat esok2 kau tak tertarik key syura???

 2001!!!!!

ingat lah adik,hanya kita yang kenal akan siapa diri kita...kita yang mampu meletak level serta bayaran untuk diri sendiri.seperti kak senah!!..kerna hanya kita yang mampu menilai sejauh mana kita berusaha...orang lain hanya mampo mengadili...namun penilaian mereka terkadang tidak selalu tepat!!!like loreal always said

because u know u worth it!**libas rambut

 
tunggu apa lagi uols...PPC lah....!!!


ppc=pose pose chanteq

 LIHATLAH DUNIA!!!