As-Salam..
When we turned so hard to make a decision,that must be annoyed and in order to satisfied yourself to bring it some kind of confident level in high,it really come with hard work.Then we realized that,the hard work we done it,not really work,we did it properly and at the end,what we want,is other than that we dream.
It so hard for me to bargain myself to say that,ohh that thing not really suitable for me at all,although i love it so much.In order to explain myself not to over it,then it become worst and worst again.I started to blaming myself over and over why is so hard to get it.Why other people got it without any compliment and tricky.
Sometime that stuff is not a big deal at all, is just a stuff and why so difficult to get it.Why i need always to say that,it ok,there is no provision to be mine.Life is not always easy and i know it,but why the easier things, become the problem and not commensurate with the object that we want to..
When i look around,such thing he really good in that,he's really pretty good wearing that,and why should i?..Why i'm not the same like him.Because what he has,i don't!!!..Because when i want it so badly,it become a big problem to get it at all!!..I'm fortunately with my life,because when we talk about it randomly,they gonna say,there so much people around who are struggling to live,who are eat when needed,who are don't care about what they wearing because the food more important at the time.you should thank to god because where you're stayed now,much more in the comfort zone.
Maybe the time rules everything,and i realized that,when the things cannot be mine,at the last i can't pretend it is gonna be mine.maybe what they can't have,should be easy for me to have it well...
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